Dear Sadness*

One look at me you would think, she so happy,
But deep, way deep within me,is a sadness.
its so dark, so cold ,i cant sleep
i cants erase it,
its eating me up slowly, like a cancer
it has enchanted me with its dark magic
its incurable and i have embraced it
its incapacitated me, i cant move
its crippled every shred of happiness
Dear sadness,
you have held me so dear,
But your love i no longer want
its suffocating me ,you ve locked me up in your heart
i can no longer escape
My plea today,
i just want one more time to feel happy
Let me breathe for a moment
and see happiness as a friend and as a choice
Dearly beloved sadness,
am tired and am breaking free
am sorry,but this is the end*