No........

I actually go to the point of instigating and hoping for a violent occurance....in real life....I dont even like scary movies....or violent movies....
I just have sooooooooooo much anger in me about the world that I wish the flood would come and kill us ALL again........sigh!
Walking around like this in public is pretty dangerous because people seem to pick up on it pretty easily and one dirty look is all it takes for me to want to run my mouth and just see what happens! My husband gets prettty embarassed of me in public...I honestly don't give a **** though... =(
I just wish I could fix everything and I can't.......I have to sit around trusting God?.....I get angry at Him too because I don't understand....I'm so ignorant sometimes......
kikizz kikizz
26-30, F
5 Responses Jul 14, 2010

oh...you answered my question lol....!

My frustration and anger issues are the ones I have to fight daily. Part of the reason I smoke weed is because of my inherited bipolar. Compassion is not natural for me... I have to remind myself what I want out of life.<br />
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I wish us both luck in the daily struggle :D

awe that's like soooo sweet bluey!<br />
um....and purple hairdye!<br />
and ...ok.....I should maybe stop...I was gunna add neiman marcus?....=/ lol...but you don't have to lol....only if you want to lol...

ouch! I need way to many things to be out in the sun....my floppy hat, sunglasses, sunscreen, towel, cover up.....oh and something nice to drink!

thanks rebel....=)<br />
the problem is that I give a **** and don't give a **** at exactly the same time lol....and yeah....I guess that would be frustrating huh? lol.....<br />
thanks for the breathing suggestion....!