I Get Spanked By My Husband
Sitting on a very stinging bum. I've been in such a bad way all week. My emotions have been spiraling out of control.
So much stress... handling things from his Mom's affairs... trying to be fair to everyone.. meanwhile we are the ones suffering so much financially...so our emotions come out in spurts. I'm trying to be the stronger one for him...I'm not as cut out for it.... :o(
He start off this week in such a mood that I didn't want to talk to him about my issues...so guess what my issues did?...Yep...they multiplied and morphed into some sub-terranean zombie mutant attitude from the the black lagoon.
I cussed, I rolled the eyes... I called him an a$$hole several times. Did he take care of me? Nope... so hey, might as well not give a $hit if he's not right????
He was gonna spank me last night but I faked being asleep by 8 p.m.... He said to me ''you're faking...and I was gonna spank you.''.... then he just ignored me and went to sleep himself. I'm like What the bloody Frick???? I thought he'd pull my covers of and show his authority....nope.
So surprise surprise... I'm still in turmoil with all these emotions! I can feel them at the surface, but I can't put word to what it is...it's just everything! Our jobs! His Mom! HIM! ME!.. our future! Our finances! Our boys!
So I summed up the courage to finally ask for a spanking. He knew I deserved it, but I told him it was hard to ask. So I went in my office...... he stayed in the other room watching Sci Fi. ~~ Triple Frick-An-A!!!!!!
So after several minutes I had to use the bathroom and I came out... and he goes, ''Why'd you go in your office hiding from me?''.... I rolled my eyes and said, ''Don't worry about it, who cares, it doesn't matter....not like it interrupted your show.'' ~ (hint for the ladies..... Men like Sci Fi... don't interrupt it...they don't like that!)
So when I came back in from the restroom he marches in my office with a mini-blind wand and says get up I'm tired of you attitude and the way you are treating me!!!
I'm thinking ''buddy it's not about YOU!!! It's about me!!!'' But these are words in my head. I refused to get up. I told him 'No, you are not going to do this here!' 'You promised you would never spank me at work!'.... And he says get everything shut down and crossed over, we're going home!!
So the whole ride home I'm dreading so many things. I'm hoping for a release, but I'm thinking about how pissy I'll be if he does a half-a$$ spanking because he can't be bothered with me! ~~ I did mention that I had an attitude didn't I?? So this shouldn't come as a shock to you. :o)
Well, we get home and ohhhh boyyyy! He tells me to get in my room and pull down my pants immediately!!! I do as told, but I refuse to bend over. He forces me and starts swatting me with his hands.
''What is going on with you!!!! Talk To Me!!!! STOP HOLDING IT IN!!!!'' ~ His words and swats come fast. He goes to the drawer and gets the leather strap.
Whack!! Whack!! Whack!!!
''Why are you holding in what's hurting you?!?! I know you and I know you don't act this way!!! Now Talk To Me!!''
All I can say is ''I can't.....'' and ''I don't know what's wrong with me''....
He won't relent. He goes and gets the cane... I'm crying now before he gets me with it.
He holds nothing back. It stung so much.
''Break through this honey! I love you!!!'' ~ now he's crying too. So we're both crying now.
He spanks me several more times and I'm just boo whooing. I never did that during a spanking before.
He lays on the bed and asks me to come closer to him. He holds me and rubs my sore bum. He's quieter now and starts talking about the stress we've both been under and how proud he is of me during all this.
I can't take him being proud when all I've wanted to do during everything was run and hide. I don't want to deal with any of it! His Mom left us with such a mess... she didn't mean too...but still I don't like dealing with things like this. I haven't had but one other person that I was close to die...and that was a suicide.
I also didn't think he wanted to ''deal'' with me. I was just a bother or an inconvenience I was only worth a 3 or 4 swat spanking as it's just too much for him. (Man, did I have this wrong)
So I opened up, I bawled, he bawled. He apologized and said that this whole taken in hand thing is sooo new to him. He's not used to think of things like this. But he wants to get better.
So my bottom hurts extremely bad.... I've gotten an emotional release... and I'm happy again. :o)
So much stress... handling things from his Mom's affairs... trying to be fair to everyone.. meanwhile we are the ones suffering so much financially...so our emotions come out in spurts. I'm trying to be the stronger one for him...I'm not as cut out for it.... :o(
He start off this week in such a mood that I didn't want to talk to him about my issues...so guess what my issues did?...Yep...they multiplied and morphed into some sub-terranean zombie mutant attitude from the the black lagoon.
I cussed, I rolled the eyes... I called him an a$$hole several times. Did he take care of me? Nope... so hey, might as well not give a $hit if he's not right????
He was gonna spank me last night but I faked being asleep by 8 p.m.... He said to me ''you're faking...and I was gonna spank you.''.... then he just ignored me and went to sleep himself. I'm like What the bloody Frick???? I thought he'd pull my covers of and show his authority....nope.
So surprise surprise... I'm still in turmoil with all these emotions! I can feel them at the surface, but I can't put word to what it is...it's just everything! Our jobs! His Mom! HIM! ME!.. our future! Our finances! Our boys!
So I summed up the courage to finally ask for a spanking. He knew I deserved it, but I told him it was hard to ask. So I went in my office...... he stayed in the other room watching Sci Fi. ~~ Triple Frick-An-A!!!!!!
So after several minutes I had to use the bathroom and I came out... and he goes, ''Why'd you go in your office hiding from me?''.... I rolled my eyes and said, ''Don't worry about it, who cares, it doesn't matter....not like it interrupted your show.'' ~ (hint for the ladies..... Men like Sci Fi... don't interrupt it...they don't like that!)
So when I came back in from the restroom he marches in my office with a mini-blind wand and says get up I'm tired of you attitude and the way you are treating me!!!
I'm thinking ''buddy it's not about YOU!!! It's about me!!!'' But these are words in my head. I refused to get up. I told him 'No, you are not going to do this here!' 'You promised you would never spank me at work!'.... And he says get everything shut down and crossed over, we're going home!!
So the whole ride home I'm dreading so many things. I'm hoping for a release, but I'm thinking about how pissy I'll be if he does a half-a$$ spanking because he can't be bothered with me! ~~ I did mention that I had an attitude didn't I?? So this shouldn't come as a shock to you. :o)
Well, we get home and ohhhh boyyyy! He tells me to get in my room and pull down my pants immediately!!! I do as told, but I refuse to bend over. He forces me and starts swatting me with his hands.
''What is going on with you!!!! Talk To Me!!!! STOP HOLDING IT IN!!!!'' ~ His words and swats come fast. He goes to the drawer and gets the leather strap.
Whack!! Whack!! Whack!!!
''Why are you holding in what's hurting you?!?! I know you and I know you don't act this way!!! Now Talk To Me!!''
All I can say is ''I can't.....'' and ''I don't know what's wrong with me''....
He won't relent. He goes and gets the cane... I'm crying now before he gets me with it.
He holds nothing back. It stung so much.
''Break through this honey! I love you!!!'' ~ now he's crying too. So we're both crying now.
He spanks me several more times and I'm just boo whooing. I never did that during a spanking before.
He lays on the bed and asks me to come closer to him. He holds me and rubs my sore bum. He's quieter now and starts talking about the stress we've both been under and how proud he is of me during all this.
I can't take him being proud when all I've wanted to do during everything was run and hide. I don't want to deal with any of it! His Mom left us with such a mess... she didn't mean too...but still I don't like dealing with things like this. I haven't had but one other person that I was close to die...and that was a suicide.
I also didn't think he wanted to ''deal'' with me. I was just a bother or an inconvenience I was only worth a 3 or 4 swat spanking as it's just too much for him. (Man, did I have this wrong)
So I opened up, I bawled, he bawled. He apologized and said that this whole taken in hand thing is sooo new to him. He's not used to think of things like this. But he wants to get better.
So my bottom hurts extremely bad.... I've gotten an emotional release... and I'm happy again. :o)
By:
MatildaEve
Age:
41-45
,
Female
