I Know ItI also know, whatever it is, it is more likely to be found inside of me than from any external source.
If I could only figure out what it is...
Well, actually, as I write that I realize I know what it is, what I need is to figure out how to give it to myself and quit waiting for someone else to come along and give it to me.
And even knowing all this, I just don't see how it is possible.
How the heck do you give that to yourself in a viable way?