Secret Pee Desperation At Work
Hi! My name is Jessica and as you have already guessed i'm into peeing fetishes. I have never joined such a group before and I never knew there are more people into this sort of thing. Although the title of this group is "I get turned on by female desperation", I'm mostly into MEN having a pee desperation situation, since i am straight, but so far, most pee desperation stories, videos etc. from the net feature mostly female desperation. Anyway ...this is my story:
I don't remember when it all began but ever since before my teenage years i have been fascinated by peeing and people having to pee. Of course, after becoming sexually aware, it turned into a fetish. However, until this last summer i didn't dare do anything ...ever.
This summer i got a summer job; it was a desk job so i was behind a desk doing some computer work in a rather big office. Soon after beginning my work there regular working people fully employed there went on vacation ...so i was pretty much alone in the office. Maybe just another one or two guys way into the other end of the room. It didn't take long before i got naughty; when i'm bored i tend to do that :P. So i thought of holding my pee in one day during work hours. Since my desk was also in a corner of the office, I was fully covered from anyone guessing what I'm doing.
So one fine summer day i drank a mug of coffee in the morning and one of hot cacao, followed by ~3 glasses of water. Being also excited that this was my 'first time' in doing this added to the rapid filling of my bladder. I ignored it and continued work for about half of hour, until i had to cross my legs. It was a bad idea ...it pressed my bladder in a painful way so i immediatelly uncrossed them. Instead i began rocking back and forth in my chair and gently hopping up and down on it. Occasionally i would stop and rhithmically squeeze my thighs. About an hour later, i was pretty much doing all of them.
All the rocking in the chair and thighs squeezing made me soo horny ...i felt my lady-parts slightly swollen and the muscles there twitching on their own to help hold the pee in. Being hot that day i also started sweating and needed to drink more water. Suddenly my bladder gave another filling up sign and this time i had to jam my hand between my legs and hold as hard as i could. The situation was much worse than i thought ...i needed the other hand as well. So i sat there rocking and jumping and squeezing my thighs while holding with both hands. I began rubbing my muscles between my legs to ease the pain and increase the pleasure. Ohh ...i would have loved to let go right there ...but it was an office and there were other people in other offices on the same floor.
So i got up and had to frantically make a pee-pee dance while holding myself crazy with both hands until i gained some control. i grabbed my bag and dashed to the bathroom and entered a stall holding myself.
I soon realized that if i would take off my hands to unbutton the jeans the pee would gush out immediatelly but about 5 seconds later after seeing the welcoming toilet i felt my muscles give in ...and held on as much as humanelly possible while doing the most frantic desperate pee-pee dance ever ...right next to the toilet ...i rubbed myself with both hands like crazy to gain just 10 more seconds of control so i can take off my jeans ...but i glanced again at the toilet and a hot fast spurt of pee sprayed with such speed that as much as i was holding it i felt it through my jeans in my hands. i double bended hopped some more rubbed faster but pee was still sneaking out somehow. i hopped some more and twisted a bit ...but i felt i was gonna have a HUGE ****** from this extreme pee need. so i abandoned the idea of letting my jeans down and i just squeezed myself, crossed, recrossed while standing and rubbed faster.
I noticed a paper towel stack sitting on the toilet paper support and i bend over and grabbed it with my mouth so i wouldnt scream ...i finally squeezed myself so hard and rubbed as fast as i could until my muscles gave in from exhaustment ...and aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh ...an explosion of pee and ****** while still squeezed and rubbing ...ooohhh this one was powerful enough to make it multiple ...so why not? the pee was long enough ...so 5 more seconds and i rubbed myself again and instantly came even more intense; for a moment i felt i even lost my eyesight. Then i just slowly let the remaining pee come out on its own not holding myself and rubbing gently and just relaxing leaned against the wall slowly sliding down and squatting on the floor since the double ****** took all my energy.
After about one minute i had enough strength to take a small plastic bag from my purse in which there were wet tissues, a new pair of undies and a skirt. it took a while but i got up, cleaned myself and the stall, changed and put the pee soaked clothes in the plastic bag in my purse.
A bit later i had to ********** again 2 or 3 more times just by thinking of my little hot naughty excapade (this time no pee though, just my swollen tingling with excitement lady-parts). I went home earlier that day and used the excuse that it was too hot and i was a bit sick ...oh yea ...it was HOT alright :P