I Girls Adopting Boys As Special Sisters
My Sister Sally And The Way She Helped Me To Start Being A Girl
By:
tsecretgirl
Written on February 12th, 2013
NOTE: I would like you to know that English is not my native language. I hope you can understand my writing, despite any misspellings or bad grammar. Thank you.
This is part of a series of stories related to my life, they are written based on my personal diary, of course the names of the characters except myself has been changed, I hope at some point they can help me to find friends on similar situations and maybe help those who need it.
Finally but not less important, I own all the rights of this short stories, any reproduction, rewriting or posting outside this site should have my written permission to do it. thank you all for reading (^-^)
Here we go:
I was raised on a catholic family like a standard boy, I even went to catholic private school, but I always felt like a girl inside, I had this special friend, Sally that I meet since we where on kindergartens, I also had other two specials friends, Caroline and Angela, but Sally was the older one, she was always very nice with me and used to say I was his little brother to keep away the boys bullying me all the time, she and my other friends used to be on the popular girls group at the school because they were very beautiful, I usually had boys asking me about the things she liked and ways to be her boyfriend.
When I was 15 years old I decided to join at the theatrical group at the school, all my friends were on that group, what can I say? I always like the art related stuff, I was also at the school choral, that could explain why I never had any problem having a female voice, I like to draw and paint a lot, I also do ceramics, I am just an artistic kind of girl.
On our first stage play, I had the chance to play a female part, the script was a drama that required most of the members to be girls, and my friends knew I liked to play being a girl since we were child, it did not take to much effort for them to convince me to play this female role, I was pretty nervous about what the other people could think, but I was excited to make my first appearance on public like a girl, after a long time they convinced our teacher, then I was suddenly approved to take that role.
I had always liked to dress on my mother's clothes when my parents weren't at home, I had my little brother under my caring most of the times, he was aware that I liked to play in our mom clothes when we were alone, I just had his mouth shut with candies and helping him on the things he wanted, I remember I felt just wonderful every time I played to be a woman, I used to practice a lot my female manners, it was never something about a fetish, it was just like deep inside my brain I felt so complete and right being a girl, but until this time I had never been dressed like a girl in front of other people not even in front of the girls, they knew there was some sort of desire on me to be a girl since we were very little, but it was until now they will had the chance to help me be one of them.
They were very excited helping me to transform into a girl, for the first time they took me into the house of my sister Sally when their parent's weren't at home and they borrowed me a very nice casual dress with purple flowers and a pair of high heels sandals of my size, they shaved my legs and applied me makeup to look like them, they even brushed and ironed my hair, then used some scissors to cut bangs in front of my face, I was letting grow up my hair since about a year before but I had always used it very tied, I had some problems at our catholic school, because boys weren't allowed to have long hair, but I was acting on a rebel way, I even cried to my parents for they to let me have my hair. When I saw myself at the mirror it was like looking a beautiful girl that is has always been inside me hidden, but now she was out, I was so happy, but on that same time I realized I was in fact pretty hot, on that moment one of those awful erections popped up, they were almost uncontrollable for me at the time, it could happen at any time, right there I started to cry. Everyone who knows me should know I cry a lot, if you said me something bad I cry if I see a romantic movie I cry, if you see me ugly I cry, my eyes even cry when I am under a heavy summer sun, on that time I used to cry many more than today, now I've learned to have my tears under control most of the time. On the moment I was crying my sister hugged me and make me feel a lot better, she was always so nice with me, I told her I really wanted to be a girl but my parents for sure were not going to accept me.
The day of the stage play came in, my parents were supposed to assist, I never told them I was playing a girl part, I wished it was a surprise, if they could see me there being a girl I was hoping they could accept me as their daughter, but a day before the play they told me they will not be able to go and see me, I cried a lot that night.
At the other day, I didn't wished to go at school, my mother came to see me and said:
-Sorry son but you need to know we should work hard to pay you and your brother a good living and education, Sally is down there she came to pick you up for the school, come on get ready and don't cry.
My mother leaved the room and let my sister Sally came in looking for me and telling me that I should stop acting that way, everyone at the theatrical group was trusting on me to play that role and I needed it to show up, she will be always there helping me. My parents leaved the house taking my little brother with them, then I got ready to go out to the school, but when we were walking way to school Sally taked me into his house telling me she had something for me, I didn't know what she was talking about, until we went to her room and she looked into the closet to pull out a school girl uniform.
-This should work, take off your clothe, she said.
-Wait, I going to wear that?.
-Yes and we are going to walk you as a girl from here to the school. She smiled -I always knew you were my little sister and from now on is time to start dressing like one, this one is from the last year it doesn't fit me anymore, but it's your size, I also have this shoes, they should fit on you.
I smiled and then I started dress up that uniform, she helped me to makeup and tie my hair on the way school girls should do it, I was felling so great, we loosed about one hour doing this, all the time she was giving me advices about makeup and what kind of clothes should fit me the best due to my slim figure, she was only trying to make me feel better with myself.
When we were ready to go out I was so nervous that I didn't wanted to go, she said:
-Stop, and please don't cry you don't want to ruin it all, you're a big girl now, you must learn to control yourself.
-Ok, but please stay close to me Sally, I'm scared.
Walking to the school I could see other girls and boys from the neighborhood watching me, some of they were obviously very curios about me while we were walking and making our usual stops towards school, she was only saying: -I want you to meet Alice (the name of my character at the school play), without giving more details.
We entered at the school, Caroline and Angela where there waiting for us, they said -What? you look wonderful girl, every time I was named by my new name and their refer to me has a girl it was wonderful. But I knew I wasn't be able to enter classroom that morning because the professors could tell my parents about this, so we escaped from class and we went to the school backyard close to the basketball courts watching boys to play, I never wanted to be on the basketball team, I always chose the volleyball team, usually only girls were on that team, once a while one of the boys playing basketball came close and asked about my name, I was hanging on with the popular girls, but on the future I was about to realize that could be a mixed blessing, one of the boys was called Tom and he doesn't stopped to watched during the all game, making launch to the basket and watched me all the time, it was wonderful that boys did't noticed it was me, we talked the all morning until the lunch time, I remember to be on the girls bathroom in front of the mirror with Sally when Angela came in and said:
-Tom likes you, he send you a letter.
I said: -What? My heart started to pum fast while the girls were gossiping.
The letter read: -Can you join me at the backyard? I will like to walk you at home"
-What I should do now? what I should do? I said with my voice almost broken by nerves.
Sally said: tell him you can't do it today, maybe another day.
So I wrote: -Sorry Tom, I am kind of busy today, me and the girls need to do girls things after school, maybe another day.
The time of school play was coming, so we needed to go there and get ourselves ready. While we were in our way to the theater I saw Tom and other boys in front walking to us, oh god I sill can feel my pupils dilated, my heart pumping hard and my skyn becoming tight, they make their way between us and started to walk hugged with us, Tom said: -Hey girls there is party this weekend in Michael's house, we were thinking that maybe you would like to come with us, it will be fun. I was smiling but frozen up inside, Tom was hugging me and my friend Caroline by our hips, Tom was obviously interested on talking with me all the way, I just invented most of the replies, he was trying to convince us about go to that party, at the end we said yes, I was already starting to have a little more self confidence, we continued walking and talking until we got on the backstage and the boys left.
At the entrance of the backstage our acting class teacher saw us came in, she looked my and just smiled without said anything, I was so nervous at the backstage, when were all ready our teacher came and said: -You all look beautiful girls, lets do it. I smiled and I felt so happy and great, I was one of the girls, finally I showed up in front of all that people and it was all great.
That day I went to Sally's house to change my clothe before going to mine, it was almost like the best day of my life was just over, I felt bad wearing boys clothe again, but deep inside I was happy, because that same day I felt I was born again.
This is part of a series of stories related to my life, they are written ba
Finally but not less important, I own all the rights of this short stories, any reproduction, rewriting or posting outside this site should have my written permission to do it. thank you all for reading (^-^)
Here we go:
I was raised on a catholic family like a standard boy, I even went to catholic private school, but I always felt like a girl inside, I had this special friend, Sally that I meet since we where on kindergartens, I also had other two specials friends, Caroline and Angela, but Sally was the older one, she was always very nice with me and used to say I was his little brother to keep away the boys bullying me all the time, she and my other friends used to be on the popular girls group at the school because they were very beautiful, I usually had boys asking me about the things she liked and ways to be her boyfriend.
When I was 15 years old I decided to join at the theatrical group at the school, all my friends were on that group, what can I say? I always like the art related stuff, I was also at the school choral, that could explain why I never had any problem having a female voice, I like to draw and paint a lot, I also do ceramics, I am just an artistic kind of girl.
On our first stage play, I had the chance to play a female part, the sc
I had always liked to dress on my mother's clothes when my parents weren't at home, I had my little brother under my caring most of the times, he was aware that I liked to play in our mom clothes when we were alone, I just had his mouth shut with candies and helping him on the things he wanted, I remember I felt just wonderful every time I played to be a woman, I used to practice a lot my female manners, it was never something about a fetish, it was just like deep inside my brain I felt so complete and right being a girl, but until this time I had never been dressed like a girl in front of other people not even in front of the girls, they knew there was some sort of desire on me to be a girl since we were very little, but it was until now they will had the chance to help me be one of them.
They were very excited helping me to transform into a girl, for the first time they took me into the house of my sister Sally when their parent's weren't at home and they borrowed me a very nice casual dress with purple flowers and a pair of high heels sandals of my size, they shaved my legs and applied me makeup to look like them, they even brushed and ironed my hair, then used some scissors to cut bangs in front of my face, I was letting grow up my hair since about a year before but I had always used it very tied, I had some problems at our catholic school, because boys weren't allowed to have long hair, but I was acting on a rebel way, I even cried to my parents for they to let me have my hair. When I saw myself at the mirror it was like looking a beautiful girl that is has always been inside me hidden, but now she was out, I was so happy, but on that same time I realized I was in fact pretty hot, on that moment one of those awful erections popped up, they were almost uncontrollable for me at the time, it could happen at any time, right there I started to cry. Everyone who knows me should know I cry a lot, if you said me something bad I cry if I see a romantic movie I cry, if you see me ugly I cry, my eyes even cry when I am under a heavy summer sun, on that time I used to cry many more than today, now I've learned to have my tears under control most of the time. On the moment I was crying my sister hugged me and make me feel a lot better, she was always so nice with me, I told her I really wanted to be a girl but my parents for sure were not going to accept me.
The day of the stage play came in, my parents were supposed to assist, I never told them I was playing a girl part, I wished it was a surprise, if they could see me there being a girl I was hoping they could accept me as their daughter, but a day before the play they told me they will not be able to go and see me, I cried a lot that night.
At the other day, I didn't wished to go at school, my mother came to see me and said:
-Sorry son but you need to know we should work hard to pay you and your brother a good living and education, Sally is down there she came to pick you up for the school, come on get ready and don't cry.
My mother leaved the room and let my sister Sally came in looking for me and telling me that I should stop acting that way, everyone at the theatrical group was trusting on me to play that role and I needed it to show up, she will be always there helping me. My parents leaved the house taking my little brother with them, then I got ready to go out to the school, but when we were walking way to school Sally taked me into his house telling me she had something for me, I didn't know what she was talking about, until we went to her room and she looked into the closet to pull out a school girl uniform.
-This should work, take off your clothe, she said.
-Wait, I going to wear that?.
-Yes and we are going to walk you as a girl from here to the school. She smiled -I always knew you were my little sister and from now on is time to start dressing like one, this one is from the last year it doesn't fit me anymore, but it's your size, I also have this shoes, they should fit on you.
I smiled and then I started dress up that uniform, she helped me to makeup and tie my hair on the way school girls should do it, I was felling so great, we loosed about one hour doing this, all the time she was giving me advices about makeup and what kind of clothes should fit me the best due to my slim figure, she was only trying to make me feel better with myself.
When we were ready to go out I was so nervous that I didn't wanted to go, she said:
-Stop, and please don't cry you don't want to ruin it all, you're a big girl now, you must learn to control yourself.
-Ok, but please stay close to me Sally, I'm scared.
Walking to the school I could see other girls and boys from the neighborhood watching me, some of they were obviously very curios about me while we were walking and making our usual stops towards school, she was only saying: -I want you to meet Alice (the name of my character at the school play), without giving more details.
We entered at the school, Caroline and Angela where there waiting for us, they said -What? you look wonderful girl, every time I was named by my new name and their refer to me has a girl it was wonderful. But I knew I wasn't be able to enter classroom that morning because the professors could tell my parents about this, so we escaped from class and we went to the school backyard close to the basketball courts watching boys to play, I never wanted to be on the basketball team, I always chose the volleyball team, usually only girls were on that team, once a while one of the boys playing basketball came close and asked about my name, I was hanging on with the popular girls, but on the future I was about to realize that could be a mixed blessing, one of the boys was called Tom and he doesn't stopped to watched during the all game, making launch to the basket and watched me all the time, it was wonderful that boys did't noticed it was me, we talked the all morning until the lunch time, I remember to be on the girls bathroom in front of the mirror with Sally when Angela came in and said:
-Tom likes you, he send you a letter.
I said: -What? My heart started to pum fast while the girls were gossiping.
The letter read: -Can you join me at the backyard? I will like to walk you at home"
-What I should do now? what I should do? I said with my voice almost broken by nerves.
Sally said: tell him you can't do it today, maybe another day.
So I wrote: -Sorry Tom, I am kind of busy today, me and the girls need to do girls things after school, maybe another day.
The time of school play was coming, so we needed to go there and get ourselves ready. While we were in our way to the theater I saw Tom and other boys in front walking to us, oh god I sill can feel my pupils dilated, my heart pumping hard and my skyn becoming tight, they make their way between us and started to walk hugged with us, Tom said: -Hey girls there is party this weekend in Michael's house, we were thinking that maybe you would like to come with us, it will be fun. I was smiling but frozen up inside, Tom was hugging me and my friend Caroline by our hips, Tom was obviously interested on talking with me all the way, I just invented most of the replies, he was trying to convince us about go to that party, at the end we said yes, I was already starting to have a little more self confidence, we continued walking and talking until we got on the backstage and the boys left.
At the entrance of the backstage our acting class teacher saw us came in, she looked my and just smiled without said anything, I was so nervous at the backstage, when were all ready our teacher came and said: -You all look beautiful girls, lets do it. I smiled and I felt so happy and great, I was one of the girls, finally I showed up in front of all that people and it was all great.
That day I went to Sally's house to change my clothe before going to mine, it was almost like the best day of my life was just over, I felt bad wearing boys clothe again, but deep inside I was happy, because that same day I felt I was born again.
By:
tsecretgirl
Age:
22-25
,
Transgender
