The First Time I Plucked Up Courage To Go Out.after many years of dressing up and perfecting my look the clothes and the makeup and the right type of wig to suit the shape of my face i finally plucked up the courage to go out dressed up
the first time was quite late at night as i didnt want to many people around so i went out at 12.30 at night i wore a black blouse and a black pencil skirt bra and nickers and stockings and suspenders and a pair of low heel shoes so i didnt trip and break my ankle at first i was very scared and kept looking around every time i heard a noise then as i got further away from my house i started to feel more confident.
then after walking for a while i saw a man coming towards me so i started to get a bit worried and i almost turned and ran but if i did the game would be up and it would be obviouse i wasnt a woman.so i kept on walking and tried to act normal as we past each other i was really nervouse but the man just said goodnight and kept on walking.oh the relief after he past so i walked a little further and then headed home when i got home i felt really elated and wanted to go straight back out again but it was getting on for 3am so just got undressed and went to bed.
so after that i started to go out a bit more often and always late at night untill i felt really confident then i went for a walk around town at 8pm but always when it was dark.
margaritacon 51-55, M 8 Responses 11 Nov 19, 2012