Bite Marks

it all started when I was really little I started having bad dreams, they were of a dark shape. It wasn't threatening but I felt scared. I woke up crying every night for two years, then it got worse. In my nightmares the dark shape was chasing me. I wouldn't wake up crying, I would wake up screaming. My parents never believed in ghosts or demons, and they never believed in God. They never thought twice. I never prayed or went to church. Then my sister started having the Same nightmares. My mom had bad dreams about her past, my dad would be always hateful. Every one would fight for No reason. I was the only one that would try to pray to God silently. Then when I was 8 things were horrible. I felt like every one hated me. I started hating God when it wasn't his fault. I was always angry. Then my dad almost went to jail and my sister and mom would always be crying and screaming. I started asking my friends what was going on because I was scared. One said it was a demon. I looked it up and found that it could be one. But I couldn't get rid of it because my family didn't believe in God or Jesus. It then got worse. I heard bangs at night. I saw dark shapes. When I was 10 I woke up with scratches and bite marks. The bite marks weren't bug bites though. They looked like a human bite but all the teeth marks were circles. I would think about suicide. My parents stayed up all night fighting and my sister would wake up in the middle of the night crying even gaging like she was being choked. I am 13 now and I can't sleep without my dog with me. I always feel like I'm being watched. Sometimes my blanket is yanked off of me while I'm still awake. I feel like I'm an easy target for that demon and that I can't take it. I won't go to church. or the doctors.
demonsgurl55 demonsgurl55
13-15, F
2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

this sounds like my childhood, only I wasn't bitten, just almost bitten. and my parents were christians, though a bit odd and new at the whole thing. and the circle makes sense from the mouth of the demon that tried, also with the figure chasing in nightmares.

Dear, the only way to end your suffering is to ask for Jesus' help. Demons are not to be messed with. You may not believe in God? Wether you do or do not, you obviously believe that demons and spirits are real. While there are demons, there are also angels who will protect you if you turn to God. As James 4:7 says, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." And 2 Thessalonians 3:3 says, " But The Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one." You have the ability to choose not to live in fear every day. Call on Jesus' name. He is more powerful than any demon, and He doesn't want you to suffer. Please don't give up!