Today

MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT RIGHT NOW


XIV.IX.MMVII

ALONE
BETRAYED
FALSELY ACCUSED
LEFT BEHIND
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING
I DIDNT DO IT
WHY WONT HE BELIEVE ME
IM NOT A LIAR
WHY HE HAVE TO STIR UP THE PAST
WHY COULDNT HE BELIEVE ME
I DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM
I LIVED FOR HIM
I'D WOULD HAVE DIED FOR HIM
I DONT DESERVE THIS PAIN
IT HURTS
IT HURTS
MY MARRIAGE LOST OVER NOTHING
IT WAS OVER NOTHING
I DID NOTHING BUT WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO - LOVE HIM
I NEVER CHEATED
I NEVER LIED
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING
BUT NOW IM ALONE
A LIFE OF LOVE LOST FOR NOTHING
PARANOIA
OBSESSION
PARANOIA
ALONE
SO ALONE
SO UNBEARABLY ALONE
WHAT TO SAY
WHAT DO I SAY
IT CAN NEVER BE PUT RIGHT
SELF-RIGHTEOUSNESS
I CANT COMPETE
I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO COMPETE
I DID NOTHING WRONG
I DON'T DESERVE THIS
FOREVER AND A DAY
LIES
"PLEASE DON'T EVER LEAVE ME"
I SWORE I NEVER WOULD
I NEVER DID
EXHAUSTED
LIFELESS
HAUNTED
A GHOST THAT LIVES AND BREATHES
WHO CARES
WHO'S LEFT TO CARE
LIES TOLD TO COVER TRACKS NOW
ALL STACKED AGAINST ME
FOR WHAT
FOR SOMETHING I NEVER DID
WASNT BELIEVED
GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT
BUT INNOCENCE DOESNT MATTER
IN HIS HEAD WOMEN ARE BAD
SO I MUST BE BAD
I TRIED
I TRIED SO HARD
BUT MY BEST WASNT GOOD ENOUGH
HE WANTED A WAY OUT
I SEE IT NOW
A SORTA FAIRYTALE WITH YOU
BUT YOU BROKE OUR SILVER LINING
AND IM SO SAD
I CANT PUT THIS DAY BACK
WE ALMOST MADE IT
WE WERE ALMOST THERE
BUT SELF PITY IS YOUR WIFE NOW
AND IM JUST WIDOW TO STUPIDITY
CALL ME WHAT YOU WILL
MY WITNESS IS ME
I KNOW THE TRUTH
I DIDNT CHEAT LIKE ALL THE REST
I AM HUMAN
I HAVE FLAWS
WHO DOESNT
BUT YOUR "HER" CANT HAVE FLAWS
SHE HAS TO BE PERFECT
NEVER FAULTERING
ALWAYS UNDER CONTROL
HOW CAN YOU SAY THOSE THINGS
HOW CAN YOU SAY THEM
AFTER ALL THAT WE'VE SAID AND DONE
PATIENCE
ALL IT TOOK WAS PATIENCE
UNDERSTANDING
YOU LEFT
WENT AWAY
FOR WHAT?
FOR NOTHING BUT A FALSE THEORY
HOW CAN IT END THIS WAY?
OUR LOVE
OUR WEDDING
OUR LIFE
OUR GARDEN
OUR HOPE
OUR CHILDREN
OUR FURRIES
MY ANGEL
FOREVER AND A DAY GOT HERE TOO SOON
THE END
ITS THE END
I.III.MMIX

ASortaFairytale ASortaFairytale
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

Thanks, was a bad day for me. x

deep.<br />
i'm sorry