This Is the Start of Freeing Myself

I know I went out with a narcissits............................he even took the time to buy one those book about it and then ask "Do you think I am like that" well at the time I said no...but now I know he was ..............................but there is the other side of me that thinks was he just a compulsive liar out to get me...........................or was it just pure evil pay back.......................making out  like the best thing since slice bread just so I would thinik it was all in my head.

Why me????????, did I not already have a hell of a life already. You must of thought your lucky days had all come at once when you met me............................someone to suck into your web and tourment not for days but for two ******* years and then some....................still at the end wanting to have one more go at adding to the damage you had done. I cant believe I dated such a sick person, who still to this day thinks its ok to mess with someones head. Just so many mind games..........................but I believed you because I believe in people...................I think anything is possible..................but day after day you craved more attention, you told more lies......................I know I am to blame for staying so long.........................I was in denial.............kept blaming something else, oh but not poor sweet you..............................I know better thats why I am no longer with you, but that ******* sucks.................just wish you would go away never to be heard of again, but no you linger where I call home........................so home is not really home anymore.

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