Finally Found a Guy I Had Feelings For, Engaged In Sex and Got Rejected Coldly...

left my bf and apartment for a guy that didn't like me back the way i liked him...he seemed perfect for me and i soon had feelings for him. i finally mustered up the guts to tell him and he flat out told me the feelings were def not mutual. i just...left..kinda jogged away from him and shut  my car door in his face..sped away and felt like a dumbass. then my car runs out of gas and its 4 in the morning, below 30F. had to push it with all my might to get it in parking space. why???? why? we had sex already, he told me all this dumb **** i wanted to hear and then decided to tell me later on he doesnt have feelings for me. the truth is, i never fell liike inlove with him, i just wanted to see what he would say. so i'm not really totally hurt, im just embarrassed for being immature and 'irrational' to tell him after 3 wks i was 'falling for him'...did you ever do that?? or something similiar??
sadsadgirl00 sadsadgirl00
18-21, F
2 Responses Apr 7, 2007

Take your time.
You are worth all the love in the universe.
Start by loving yourself!

It's all part of life's rich tapestry. Rather than deny you were hurt, learn from it. You can't force someone to love you and there are some very strange guys who deeply resent women who are easy to get into bed. (No use asking me what makes them tick) There is nothing wrong with you - you are normal