I was so in love with him the begining was so special I have never felt so in love in all my life and he was just as in love with me. But then the lies he made me abort our baby I am ashamed to admit he made me choose between him and our baby and I got it wrong. He ended it in tears and at that point he still loved me he ended it because but while we were apart I was raped and he thought and was told I cheated but I didnt. That was when his love started to fade and gradually became resentment he began to treat me cruelly and finialy in january told me he doesnt love me because I cheated then I finally managed to explain to him what really happened he cried he said sorry he admited he was to blame but he had a dirty little secret he was seeing someone else he lied to us both. He has got to keep her but heres the thing he is an illegal immergrant so I reported him and hopefully he will be deported very soon.