All She Ever Did Was Complain About How Tony Was No Good In Bed N She Needed More Money

all the time I knew her that was all she talked about at me apart from insults

she would be so full of self pity and make out they were poor and then the next rich

how Tony was no good in bed and she needed more out of man

and how all these young guys wanted her even though she was fat, old and married with a kid.


she made it clear to me men did not want me... she put me down so much ... and that was her therapy.


who helped who? 
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
4 Responses May 20, 2012

was I expecting too much of this therapist to listen to me? that is what you pay a therapist to do isn't it..? I am not a therapist ... as she was being paid for... she advertised ... she got paid but she never listen or delivered the service she says she provides.. I didn't want to here about her problems ... I wanted her to listen to mine. <br />
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its like she was taking it out on me personally that she did not have enough money or servants etc (how can that have been my fault?) ... she had more than I had... it was not my role to give her all these things ... she advertised in the paper as a therapist and I didn't get listened to or helped properly ... <br />
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its like if you went to the doctor for a headache and he put a sling on your arm to cure it or you go to the accountant and he wants to paint your toe nails... <br />
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excuse me I do don't understand the service???<br />
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I didn't want to hear about Tony and her sex life and I didn't want to know about Kath or someone down the road ... I paid for a service and there was not much professional about it... <br />
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I am not qualified as anything as such but I expect people who advertise to deliver what they are supposed to ... what they advertise as ... you can't put an add in a public paper and get money for putting rubbish in young peoples minds.<br />
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What you can and what you can't<br />
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Ich liebe dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht<br />
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Wonder where you are today, aha<br />
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It was right for you to run!<br />
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so many times joyce just talked about herself in sessions I was paying for and I would be just overcome with tears by the time I got home... she made me feel like my child sexual abuse issues and job issues etc where not as important as her making millions and having more in life then anyone else around her. it was really confusing... thank god the psychiatrist I seen later was way better than that.

tony gave her everything a woman of her quality could want but it still was not enough... he bought her poshy cars, house, a horse, a pool and even a maid and cook service and holidays and he looked after the child more than she did... and it was never enough for her... then she wanted to try younger men... and she was having all these affairs ... she can't blame anyone but herself. I never made her have affairs and I never wanted to know about her personal life ... I was paying her to listen to me but she would not listen or help me constructively. she never liked me... just like Bugsy never liked me.... and Diana never liked me... the one sole reason was that I had more important issues to overcome then they wanted to help me with .. its was easier for all of them to pass the buck and blame me or each other when the truth is they were all so immoral and corrupt ... they all wanted to blame a innocent child calling out for help .... cuz they didn't want me stealing their limelight ... they were jealous of me... like all my cousins were. just jealous... <br />
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that is why Joyce would not listen to me... when I was begging for help ... its the same with when I was a child.. I was begging for help and they ignored me and each time I asked for help they pushed me away. <br />
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Diana and the whole lot of them, Joyce included are the liars and trouble makers. they are the rotweilers of the whole picture.

she also complained about her child all the time and how she hated kids and motherhood.