Spanking Thoughts And MemoriesI was spanked as I grew up in the 1990's and 2000's. From what I remember I was spanked since I was really little all the way up until I was 15. I was a late bloomer and didn't have any signs of puberty until summer vacation when I was sophomore in high school. I'm pretty sure this contributed to me getting spankings past the age of 12. When I turned 13 I was still wearing kid’s size 8 to 10 and was around 70 lbs and by the time of my 15th birthday I was still in kid’s size 12 and was around 95-100 lbs. My younger brother was spanked up until 13, but he grew faster than I did.
Spankings were done on the bare butt by either mom or dad. They were always hand spankings. I was never beat or hit with any ob
Looking back, I was being really annoying and I remember my dad saying, "She will play with you when she's ready, if you don't stop it your getting a spanking". Not realizing it, left the dining room in a hurry, holding my hands behind my butt. I then overheard my dad second later talking about my reaction to being warned and how I listened, essentially how I walk out holding my bottom. I'm pretty sure this was an empty threat, but I didn't think so at the time. It was really at this point, I thought to myself, gee that's a little humiliating, other than that I didn't give it much thought at the time.
Once I hit 13, I had the attitude that I'm too old or big for spankings and still at this point I never cooperated with the parents if they were going to punish me. My brother at the time was 9 and I remember asking my mom isn't it much harder to spank me because I'm 13 years old now. She simply told me that there was no difference in spanking me vs. him and I remember this totally ticked me off. Again at the time I was like 70 lbs, so both parents had no problems at all manhandling me. Refusing to go to my room would result in me being hauled up there by either one of them. The process for being spanked really didn't change much from age 8 to 15. If I went to my room on my own (usually when this happened I wasn't sure I was even going to be getting a spanking) the spanking would happen within an hour.
When I was told ahead of time a spanking was coming, it resulted in me begging and then refusing to go to my room. In this case the spanking came quickly. Usually mom or dad would simply pick me up and take me to my room. When this happened, I was begging, trying to put all my weight down, giving it 100%, but there was nothing I could do. Once in my room, mom or dad would pull my pants down. If I was being carried, then this usually happened while my feet were off the ground and mom or dad would simply pull them down and then in one motion, sit down on the edge of the bed and put me right in place over the knee. They would always explain why I was getting a spanking. During this time I was trying everything to squirm out of there, but again it was futile and yes I was crying too.
As I got older, I'd say 12 through 15 I was really upset as to what I perceived as my mom or dad was ignoring me as I was trying to have a conversation with them while I was in full tantrum. What I didn't understand is that they had made up their mind already that I was going to be spanked. I didn't want to admit to myself I couldn't do anything about it. Those were my thoughts on the trip to the room as my pants were being pulled down and while they were trying to explain why I was being spanked.
That said, once the first spank hit my bottom, any of those thoughts went away and 100% of my attention was now on getting to my butt. I was totally focused on the fact my butt was hurting, no different than when I was 8. I remember trying to do anything to reach my butt, yet I was pinned in place. All I could see was the floor and the side of my bed. I remember crying and actually yelling that my butt was hurting. In retrospect, this was pretty dumb as they knew the spanking was working.
Even at 15, I remember one time in particular I was giving my mom a ton attitude, I got warned that if I didn't stop I'd be getting spanked and for some stupid reason I told her to shut up. My shut up comment went to "sorry, I'm so sorry mom, please don't" as she hauled me up to my room like an 8 year old. I remember her telling me I wasn't sorry and the only reason I was saying that was because of the hole I dug myself. 20 seconds later I was really balling as I got spanked 8 to 10 times like many times before.
There really never was modesty issue with being spanked bare butt even toward the end. I assume this was simply because of how immature I was.
I am wondering if anyone else who was small and immature for their age had to go through this.