My Mom Got Sexually Aroused While Spanking Me With The Leather Belt.
My mom was a blond bikini model her *** was 42 inches large breasts and flat stomach with size 10 feet. She moved to L.A on a modeling contract and did that of Hot Rod and Harley shoots, There are magazines with her on the cover.
However like most strippers and hot girls that wind up with super loser men, my mom was no exception. There were countless offers from nice guys, but no she seen them all as intellectual bores, and wound up marrying a string of losers starting with a tall blond surfer.
I was conceived at party a one night stand I have no idea who my biological father is and neither does she. After losing her figure, well her demand was low, she became very jealous as well as resentful to what she called "the fat women living in big homes"!
On a nice summers day my mother and I went walking to the local 7/eleven.
Before leaving I asked her if I could bring along my little red wagon?
ok fine! Upon arrival my mom told me to wait by the door while she shopped.
Half an hour later we left the store and returned home on foot, along the way she kept yelling at me " hurry up! walk faster!" I was 7 at the time and could not keep up to her.
Arriving at the apartment she sent me to my room and started yelling and lecturing me about walking too slow and waiving to a friend. She then went to her room and took off the leather belt from the hanger. It was long and skinny a 60 inch strap that her fat dad had worn. I heard the jingle of the buckle as she returned to my room.
I began to cry pleading that next time I would walk faster! no! I then asked if we could pray before she spanked me? ok. we knelt at the foot of the bed, I began pleading with God. Please God don't let mommy hit hard!
She begin to laugh then I saw her toes wiggling then her spine wiggling as she left out woof from her mouth. years later in counseling I believe that she orgasmed.
I journal this story today because it's therapeutic for years I was full of rage, however the more I journal the lesser the anger.