My Mother Shoved A Baby Bottles Brush Down My Throat Til I Gagged N Bled When I Aged 7

she got angry at me for swearing copying my great uncle who was molesting me

so she pushed it down

she lied  making out it was rose my sister she did it to when it was me she did it to

my mother is a mental case most of the time

she is deaf and can't stand you telling people she can't hear ... but she can't


my mother has abused me most of my life

she will let my sister and brother get away with anything but never allows me much


someone like Bugsy and her satanic family and my brother are helping her abuse me

bugsy was getting my mum to abuse me for him and louise to get their sick jollies off on.

I needed help as a child and no one would help me...
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
2 Responses May 20, 2012

MY DAD SHOULD HAVE DISCLOSED TO PEOPLE ABOUT BILL HE LEAD HIS CHILDREN INTO A LIFE OF PAIN AND SUFFERING.... HE ALSO KNEW BILL WAS A PEDO CUZ HE WAS MOLESTING MY FATHER WHEN HE WAS A CHILD... MY FATHER KNEW ABOUT BUGSY, WILLIAM AND OTHERS AND DID NOTHING TO PUT HIS DAUGHTERS FIRST .... IN ANY WAY.

I have a swallowing phobia as a result now that comes up when I am stressed .. I have eating issues as well... with swallowing and near chocking... and also eating in front of other people.