My Past

Sometimes I feel that everybody is out to get me but I know very well that is not true. I was emotionally and verbally abused my people in my last placement and I was only fourteen. I always get scared that bad things will happen to me. I do remember the time that when I was little My mom's ex partner did not mind me humping her. I was very confused and I did not know what was going on.When I turned seventeen I was sexually abused my this one girl and that made me extremely uncomfortable. I just turned nineteen and I am doing a lot better then I was before.
lovelyfaces lovelyfaces
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 26, 2011

every time i read something like this it makes me so angry. ive had a few friends in similar situations and it well ****** me the hell off. its nice to see your doing better. i bet you did it alone and away from everyone though. but yes indeed take care of yourself always. know what you are how you are and what you need to do at all times. never forget the past things that happened are things that shouldn't ever be repeated (if their negative). i bet you are 500% better now give or take. you have a lot on your mind. i say get a journal and write them. may become a book one day :)