Sometimes I feel that everybody is out to get me but I know very well that is not true. I was emotionally and verbally abused my people in my last placement and I was only fourteen. I always get scared that bad things will happen to me. I do remember the time that when I was little My mom's ex partner did not mind me humping her. I was very confused and I did not know what was going on.When I turned seventeen I was sexually abused my this one girl and that made me extremely uncomfortable. I just turned nineteen and I am doing a lot better then I was before.