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I Had a Bad Valentine's Day

Such Guilt

By: PyroPyrate
Written on May 10th, 2011
I spent this past Valentine's Day with my boyfriend. He's great. He's really nice to me, he's accepting, he's caring... He's wonderful. There's a problem, though. I'm a lesbian. I don't know why I did it. I'm so ashamed. Maybe I just wanted to feel "normal" for a bit. Maybe one of my personalities actually does love him. I felt so guilty the whole day because as I held his hand I was thinking of her.
By: PyroPyrate
Age: 18-21 , Female
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10 responses
  • JokerJeb
    JokerJeb

    Still on the same guy since last year? Or you have moved on and with a gal by now? If not geez you are definitely straight after all ;-)

    Feb 13, 2012
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  • PyroPyrate
    PyroPyrate

    That is... Possibly the worst scenario... I'm so sorry about that :(

    Jul 10, 2011
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  • Kaybaby68
    Kaybaby68

    Its better than spending Valentines day or in my case your "birthday" finding out that your first love cheated on you, and your best friend died in a car accident.

    Jul 10, 2011
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  • PyroPyrate
    PyroPyrate

    Oh I certainly will not do that lol and thank you for that ♥ It just sucks that I'm so shy because I've been putting off breaking up with him for about a month now XD

    May 13, 2011
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  • Bree10
    Bree10

    ((Hugs)) You can't help the way you feel. I've learnt for myself that you are who you are.



    Embrace it, enjoy it, and above all be true to yourself.



    Don't go too far down a road that's not for you.............I think you know what I mean :)

    May 13, 2011
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  • PyroPyrate
    PyroPyrate

    One of my personalities is an FTM so I know how you feel. Are you FTM or MTF?

    May 10, 2011
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  • NikkiNorris
    NikkiNorris

    I was a "Best Man" twice, and a "God Father" twice - you only get one God father if you are a girl, and these both were; and I'm Trans! How bad is that :(

    May 10, 2011
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  • PyroPyrate
    PyroPyrate

    Thank you, though.

    May 10, 2011
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  • PyroPyrate
    PyroPyrate

    I guess so, I just hate lying and hiding.

    May 10, 2011
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  • NikkiNorris
    NikkiNorris

    If you both had a good time, don't beat yourself up over it. Better for both of you than being alone on Valentine's Day? x

    May 10, 2011
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