Heartless

I've never had a problem with this day ever, as far as I can remember. Not when I have been single either. It just didn't bother me.

But this year, this past Feb 14th, I could barely stand to hear about it.

To have had the hope and feeling that everything was so strongly connected with you, to have you reject me in that way you did, has really put a stopper in my life. All my joy and happiness. The grief I've gone through these past 3 weeks has been a bit unbearable. I don't ever remember hurting so much over a man.

I am not special to you.

I knew that, as I saw the two of you together, running around and having fun on that day. Your attention went from me to her.

And here I sit on the sidelines, wondering what kind of friendship we even have left anymore, as I feel the great reduction of that as well.

 

 

 

Cinderelly Cinderelly
36-40, F
3 Responses Feb 15, 2009

Ouch, that's truly heartbreaking. Nothing hurts worse than seeing the man you once had and loved, loving someone else. I hope by now you're healed and moved on. :)

Ouch, that's truly heartbreaking. Nothing hurts worse than seeing the man you once had and loved, loving someone else. I hope by now you're healed and moved on. :)

I know exactly what your talking about. the grief Ive experienced over the past 4 weeks has made me into something I don't even recognize.