Maybe I'll Be A Mrs. ... Soon ...

My bad Valentine's day was the one this year. Everything seemed to be perfect. When I woke up he was gone so I thought he would be downstairs. But he wasn't. A few minutes later the doorbell rang and I went to the door - but there was no one in front. When I just wanted to close the door again I felt someone standing behind me. I turned around and there he was. With a wonderful bunch of flowers. It was arranged in the same way like the one I got from him when we got to know each other. At this moment I had the feeling that this would be a very special day. We have been together for 3 years already and marriage has been a topic ever since. So I was almost sure that this would be the most beautiful day of my life. Especially when he announced that we would do something special in the evening - a surprise. In the meantime we had breakfast together and watched a romantic movie. Up to this point everything was wonderful. But then we started to fight about stupid little things like who doesn't do enough in the household and so on. Someone who watched us from the outside must have thought "Oh those crazy guys!". However things got worse and worse and his first suggestion was that he would move to another flat. WHAT??????? I couldn't believe it. The day was over at that point. I was up in tears. Of course there was no special evening. And no proposal. Instead I was sitting on my sofa crying, doubting my view of my relationship. :-(

amyglobetrotter amyglobetrotter
26-30, F
Feb 15, 2010