It's Not Real

I never knew the term of what I experienced last night, until this morning. The dream was beyond shocked me. And I don't know what to think of it.

I used to love a man years ago. I haven't seen or heard from him in years. He's moved on from me, and I never moved on from him. Not really. I have recently discovered that he has blocked me on Facebook and that he is in a serious relationship. I'd never interfere with his romantic life like that, and I probably wouldn't have the guts to talk to him at all. I just wish I could see how he is doing, see if he is happy. But I can't.

I dreamed that he texted me for the first time in about 2 years. I was excited. I don't remember what the message said, all I know is that it made me incredibly happy. Later on, he was there...right by my side. He had come to see me. He didn't look like himself, not like how he does in real life. He looked exactly like Matthew Davis, an actor who plays the role of Alaric Saltzman on the hit TV show The Vampire Diaries (which I watch religiously). I've never felt any kind of romantic inclination towards this man since I started watching the show. But he was my friend in my dream...for some reason.

The dream was romantic and I was happy. He was happy too. The most powerful feeling of all is that he was happy with me. I woke up with my eyes wide, my heart skipping beats and butterflies in my stomach. It was as if he had really been there with me. Then I checked my phone and my text, still blocked.

I obviously know it was just a dream. But I don't think I've ever been so happy in my life, as I was in that dream.
iamrae22 iamrae22
22-25, F
2 Responses Nov 18, 2012

No, I had no idea it was a dream until after I woke up. I've never had that happen to me before...not even with nightmares.

Then it was probably just a normal dream. When you're having lucid dreams you know you're dreaming inside the dream and you'll be in control of your actions in the dream for example you could've kissed that guy with your own free will if you wanted to...though I'm not sure if you'd be in control of his actions in the dream.

I see what you mean. I was deff not in control of his actions in the dream.Thanks for the insight :)

While you're dream was happening did you know it was a dream before you woke up?