Why?

Okay so i hav had 3 dreams recently ( not lucid ) about my celeb crush i love. In the first one i didnt do a reality check, but in the other 2 i did. But heres the thing: i do it and automatically tell myself its real! It feels so real life but its not. So im happy until i wake up and say WHAT THE HECK?! So i wish i could realize i am dreaming instead of uselessly doing a reality check that means nothing. Also is this even considered lucid dreaming? Well it sucks..
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Jan 13, 2013