I Had a Miscarriage
ON CHRISTMAS EVE OF LAST YEAR I HAD A MISCARRIAGE AT 15 WEEKS.
THAT WAS THE MOST PAINFUL DAY OF MY LIFE. I WANTED THAT BABY SO BAD.
I FELT SO HEART BROKEN AS I LAID ON THAT HOSPITAL BED, WITH MY SON HANGING OUT OF
ME. ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY. TO THIS DAY I'M STILL NOT OVER IT. I TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT/
BUT EVER TIME I SEE A BABY ON TELEVISION, OR HEAR THE SOUND OF A NEWBORN, MY HEART BREAKS ALL
OVER AGAIN. MY BABY SISTER IS HAVING A BABY, AND TODAY SHE IS EXACTLY 15 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS. THAT IS
HOW FAR ALONG I WAS WHEN I LOST MY SON. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME, AND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH.
BUT I DON'T TALK TO HER ABOUT IT, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DEPRESS HER. ONE DAY I HOPE THIS PAIN WILL GO AWAY.
EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS MISSING IN MY LIFE, AND THIS IS CAUSING ME TO BE SAD ALL THE TIME. I WANT MY LIFE BACK,BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. I WANT ANOTHER BABY, BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I CAN'T HAVE ANYMORE BABIES. I JOINED THIS SITE,BECAUSE I WANTED TO TELL PEOPLE MY STORY AND TO READ OTHER PEOPLES STORIES ABOUT LOSING A BABY.
THAT WAS THE MOST PAINFUL DAY OF MY LIFE. I WANTED THAT BABY SO BAD.
I FELT SO HEART BROKEN AS I LAID ON THAT HOSPITAL BED, WITH MY SON HANGING OUT OF
ME. ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY. TO THIS DAY I'M STILL NOT OVER IT. I TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT/
BUT EVER TIME I SEE A BABY ON TELEVISION, OR HEAR THE SOUND OF A NEWBORN, MY HEART BREAKS ALL
OVER AGAIN. MY BABY SISTER IS HAVING A BABY, AND TODAY SHE IS EXACTLY 15 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS. THAT IS
HOW FAR ALONG I WAS WHEN I LOST MY SON. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME, AND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH.
BUT I DON'T TALK TO HER ABOUT IT, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DEPRESS HER. ONE DAY I HOPE THIS PAIN WILL GO AWAY.
EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS MISSING IN MY LIFE, AND THIS IS CAUSING ME TO BE SAD ALL THE TIME. I WANT MY LIFE BACK,BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. I WANT ANOTHER BABY, BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I CAN'T HAVE ANYMORE BABIES. I JOINED THIS SITE,BECAUSE I WANTED TO TELL PEOPLE MY STORY AND TO READ OTHER PEOPLES STORIES ABOUT LOSING A BABY.
By:
hillsanq123
Age:
26-30
,
Female
