I Miscarried...A few weeks ago...
At the beginning of the month I had found out I was pregnant. I was very happy, but I was only a few weeks along and didn't want to start telling everyone until we were at a good state within the pregnancy... and for good reason... only two days into knowing, I miscarried. They said it was due to stress (graduation, etc).
I guess I wasn't capable of talking about this until now... I've been trying to ignore it...
I've been trying to stay positive after the event, but --- like right now, it's effecting me.
Excitement turned into devastation.
I didn't want to post about it right away... I had written a story, but I was extremely emotionally distraught and took it down a few minutes after I had written it.
My fiance has been very supportive and extremely understanding. My moods have been flowing in and out lately. Some days I am very happy and other days, well, I get kinda down.
I'm hoping the move will be a start for new beginnings.
deleted 26-30 13 Responses 8 Aug 30, 2011