I Was 15 And Thought I Was Invincible.

I was 15 and seemed to think that you can't get pregnant the first time you have sex without a condom, or it was at least highly unlikely. I had just started dating this guy who seemed sweet, but now I honestly believe he's heartless. We had sex once, the third day of our relationship. About 2 weeks later, I found out I was pregnant. He said we'd do whatever I wanted with it, but when I said I wanted to keep the baby, I guess that was the wrong answer. He didn't leave me, but he abused me both mentally and physically. It was traumatic. I was 9 weeks and 2 days pregnant when I miscarried my baby. It may have been extremely physically painful, but the scars from the mental pain it's caused I doubt will ever go away. I loved my baby and I honestly felt it's all that I had left in my life.
2 years later, I'm with the guy who helped me after my miscarriage. He was the one who helped me through it even though it wasn't his child. Now we're trying to have one of our own. <3
Radke243 Radke243
18-21, F
1 Response Jun 25, 2012

Wow, this story is just like mine. I was twelve when I got pregnant and had my miscarriage on June 21, 2009. It has been a little over three years, and some days its still so hard. Just remember there are girls out there that have had the same thing happen. I was heart broken, but it gets better hon. I promise.