New Emotion Every Ten Minutes

People ask how I'm doing and I want to laugh. Or cry. Or punch them. Or thank them. I had my miscarriage on Monday and I'm still in shock. I can't believe that this has happened. I keep replaying that moment in my Dr.'s office over and over again when my husband and I finally realized that she wasn't just being overly cautious; she was telling us our biggest fear was true. On the cab ride to the hospital for confirmation, we heard the news of Kate Middleton's pregnancy. We laughed. And cried. And felt punched in the gut. Since then I feel like I have a new emotion every ten minutes.
gretel3 gretel3
1 Response Dec 6, 2012

I miscarried Monday to. Hearing that kate was hospitalized for morning sickness made me angry. My baby is dead and they sent me home to return for blood work.