I Miss Him Everyday.

The day I found out I was pregnant I was mortified. I was only 18 I didn't know what to do. My boyfriend and my mom were encouraging though. The day we found out he was a boy we were so excited but with good news came some bad. That day we found out he had gastroschisis. I was terrified. They said other than that he was healthy but that I had to go to a specialist. I had no idea what to expect. The night before we went to see the specialist I felt my little guy kick. When we got to the dr they did another ultrasound. We found out his heart wasn't beating. I was 20 weeks to the day when I lost my son. I would give anything to have my son back. I miss him everyday.
beautifullybrokengirl beautifullybrokengirl
18-21, F
Jan 19, 2013