One of the Hardest Things to Go Through
Back in March of this year I found out that I was pregnant right after my husband left for Iraq. We were both very excited. I told our families and I told my son. Everyone was so excited for us. But then in May I misscarried. Here I was living in a new state alone with my son. Didn't have my husband or any of my family around. I had to go to the hospital 3 different times because the pain was too bad and they had to keep giving me stronger pain medicine. I slipped into a deep depression. I wanted that baby so bad. Not only was me and my husbands heart broken but my son's too. He really wants a little sibling. But as time passes it has gotten easier. I belive that there is a reason why I lost the baby. Even though I don't really know the reason I'm sure it was for the best. We can always try agian. And this time I won't tell everyone so soon.