My Near Death ExperienceHi everybody.
I am a 42 years old Danish man, when I was about 24 years old did I maybe have a near death experience, I was living a rather wild back then with lots of parties, drinking and drugs, then one late evening where i have been to a party all day and been drinking alot and takeing alot of drugs, i went home to my flat where i did live alone, i remember that i did pass out on my bed with all my cloths still on.
But then suddenly did i stand beside my bed looking down on my lifeless body, and then a second later i was standing in orbit looking down on Earth, from earth could i see very small bright lights just like fireflyes coming from earth and into the dark space i was standing in and flying into a kind of a orbe or big ball of light, the small light flying up from earth was human souls flying into the big ball of light thats was what you understand as god and heaven.
I remember as i was looking at earth it had the same size as a orange and heaven/god was as the size as a golfball, i also remember that i knew everything about my earth life and what was going to happen in the future, but i also knew everything about all other soules and there earth lifes, every smell, every dream, every feeling and all the life experience every soules ever have had, i knew everything about god/heaven, i knew everything about everything both in the parst the begining, the present and the future, i really felt like i had the complete knowledge of everything.
I also had a very strong feeling that i was almighty and could do anything i wanted without any limits at all, at some point i did start to look down at my self, i was not glowing light like a firefly like the other soules, i had a kind of a human body but with no face, nose and ears, i had a human ghost shape, i was complete black allover, on each side om me holding my hans was 2 very small grey shapes looking up at me like kids looking at the father/mother, the 4 gray shapes was always with me, 2 on each side of me, they was my helpers, behind me i felt there was many other small grey shapes standing ready to do my willing what ever that might be.
Then suddenly i felt it was importan to get back to my body here on earth and wake up, and the next thing i remember was wakeing up in my bed all ice cold all over and i couldnt breath, somehow i wasnt that drunk og doped anymore and i manged to jump up from my bed and stand up with my head down toward my floor, my nose and all of my mouth and troath was fill with womit that did spray out on my floor, and then suddenly i could breath again and the air felt like fire in my lungs the first couple of time i did breath again.
After i had started to breath again did my still cold body fall down on my floor and i suddenly felt num all over for a few seconds, then i felt my warm blod rush into my legs and arms and i could start to move my arms and legs again.
Many days after that night was i rather sick from the drinking and the drugs i had taken to that party, and i desided that maybe it is a very good idea to stop drinking and taking drugs, so i did stop doing both drinking and drugs and havnt been drunk or taking drugs after that time.
I am not a church going man and had never before that experience been thinking much about god and all that, i was just a young guy living a wild life back then, but after that experience have i changed, i do believe in god and in the things i did see, i strongly feel there i a purpose for me here in this world we all know as life, but i dont remember what it is, there are so many things i dont remember from my experience, it went ways when i come back to life, i only remember then things i have been writing here, but i remember one more thing and that is that we all are here in life to learn, and everything we learn here will be shared on the other side, everything is importan.
I dont know if a really did have a near death experience or everything just was a dream beside the coldness of my body and the fact that i couldnt breath when i wake up in bed because of my womit was blocking my air ways, but one thing is sure it has changed me and my life in so many ways and have help me becoming a much better person also toward other peoples that i ever have been before in my life, i also today believe in god strongly, but not so much the bible because what i did experince was nothing like whats the bible says about the other side.
Forgive me if my tekst maybe is a little messy, but its actually the first time in my life i tell anyone about my experience i had.