Quinton Oran Loughlin And His Nde

ive always wanted to have an nde ever since I stumbled upon a multitude of videos on youtube about 3 years ago I longed for a experience. 2 years later about 5 months ago I had my NDE that I had been awaiting so egerly I was in my new apartment and had recently developed an addiction to spice and triple c's not a good combination to be quite honest … well on day after about two monthes or so into both addictions I had taken 8 pills of triple c's and three hits of spice I was with my friends I felt like time was slowing down until the point where there was no time at all. as I walked through the sliding door of my apartment I quickly felt like there was a godly presence all around me and I had entered a realm that was long awaited felt as if I was finally truly.home
I felt bliss, peace, tranquility, love and freedom I know I was in the presence of god itself suddenly a flash of red filled my spectrum it wasn't like any red I had ever seen it was terrifying all the love quickly vanished I felt a strange feeling in the back of my head as if it were going to pop ..... it popped I felt as though I had failed the very thing that put me on this earth, … I didn't realize where I was or why I was there this will be discussed alter in my recollection ...any how POP suddenly a strong voice said you have failed me I felt of evil terror and dishonor like a failure of god ....."note" the voice said you "have failed" me . … after hearing this and feeling like an utter failure I felt a burning sensation throughout my soul....then all of a sudden I felt an angel or a loving being pick me up and carried meofffromthat tormentive place I was suddnely back in my body with a strong THUD!! I sat in awe the same voice that spoke told me was then one with me I understood that from that moment on I would have a permanent divine connection with our god or father and he would guide me from that day.
oon into a sin free life to spread the gospel and to tell the truth and to witness to as many as I could before my time was up that from that moment on I was to be blessed cast away from the evil things of my past and was to be tempted with temptation to prove my loyalty more importantly a loyalty that had to be built by simply having faith in something other than my wordlyself and that he would help me along the way and in the end I will accomplish great things through my journey things that were to be good not self glorifying now at the same time that this awesome voice kind I might say was speaking to to me some how at the same exact moment another voice was telling me that I was going to become the antichrist and was going to fail him in the worst way at the time I was going insane I had all the iformation and the truth of the universe its perpose all in my head way too much for me too handle all at once . I was competly and utterly broken my friends when I snapped out of all this were holding me shaking me saying its alright your not going to die because through all of this while the whole ordeal I was gone in another place my body was saying crying im going to die im going to die awe man awe man this is really the best way I can remember it days went by after my experience both voices were still with me one trying to build me up and the other on was trying to break me down make me fail feel like complete and utter failure ........

I now realize of deep meditation and seeking of the truth that the angel that saved me was actuallty Jesus because I had exepted him into my heart years ago and made him my personal savior through that I was able to excape the place I was at... what was that place it was hell he said whoever believethin me shall not perish but have everlasting life
he is real he saved me from my sins he leadeth me out from the darkness he brought my back to have a word with his dad that's when I was blessed and was given my second chance at life he told me that I wasn't going to be perfect but will from that day forward strive for greatness the voice that told me that I was going to fail was satan hes real too the classic story of good and evil something so undeniably simple was true...so so .true jesus is a loving god he keeps his promises I was a horrible person when he brought me out of hell he left the worst there and placed the best in my he gave me a gift also he gave me a amazing voice so that I may spead the gospel and change the world ............. for those who believe that god is just going to give you eternal life without faith you are wrong you must exept him and trust him then you will receivefor he says “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. this is true and this is my testomny you purpose to this world is to descover your gift and you use it to help eachother and bring glory to god for his mercy and love … people ask why should I fear a loving god well simply because..Respect everyone, and love your Christian brothers and sisters. Fear God, and respect the king....

Proverbs 24:21 Fear the LORD and the king, my son, and do not join with the rebellious,
Matthew 22:21 "Caesar's," they replied. Then he said to them, "Give to Caesar what is Caesar's, and to God what is God's."

why is god loving......CUZ he is AWSOME!!!!!!! check it out....
And hope maketh not ashamed - That is, this hope will not disappoint, or deceive. When we hope for an object which we do not obtain, we are conscious of disappointment; perhaps sometimes of a feeling of shame. But the apostle says that the Christian hope is such that it will be fulfilled; it will not disappoint; what we hope for we shall certainly obtain; see Philippians 1:20. The expression used here is probably taken from Psalm 22:4-5;

Our fathers trusted in thee;

They trusted; and thou didst deliver them.

They cried unto thee,

And were delivered;

They trusted in thee,

And were not confounded (ashamed).

Because the love of God - Love toward God. There is produced an abundant, an overflowing love to God.

Is shed abroad - Is diffused; is poured out; is abundantly produced ἐκκέχυται ekkechutai. This word is properly applied to water, or to any other liquid that is poured out, or diffused. It is used also to denote imparting, or communicating freely or abundantly, and is thus expressive of the influence of the Holy Spirit poured down, or abundantly imparted to people; Acts 10:45. Here it means that love toward God is copiously or abundantly given to a Christian; his heart is conscious of high and abundant love to God, and by this he is sustained in his afflictions.

By the Holy Ghost - It is produced by the influence of the Holy Spirit. All Christian graces are traced to his influence; Galatians 5:22, "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy," etc.

Which is given unto us - Which Spirit is given or imparted to us. The Holy Spirit is thus represented as dwelling in the hearts of believers; 1 Corinthians 6:19; 1 Corinthians 3:16; 2 Corinthians 6:16. In all these places it is meant that Christians are under his sanctifying influence; that he produces in their hearts the Christian graces; and fills their minds with peace, and love, and joy.
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18-21, M
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

I don't know how I fell away from God but I did. I lost my children and my beloved husband because of it. Looking back I don't remember God warning me that my heart was growing cold. Unfair.