Full Term Stillbirth At 39 Weeks

I remember that morning my husband and I had a small argument ,he left for work that morning and shortly after I began feeling pains in my lower back and having the feeling of a bowl movement . It was.the worst pain I had ever felt in all my life but in the mist of all the pain was excitement because I soon I would b meeting my baby boy .I called my husband back and him and my mother in law came rushing to my side . We drove to.the hospital went straight to l&d and I was then taken to the back room to check for cj's heart beat . I knew from the look on the nurs face somthing wasnt right . She then called in my doctor as well as the ultrasound machine then I heard the words that would change my life forever....sorry their is no movement or heartbeat . I remember not feeling the pain anymore because I was so numb and heartbroken . My husband and I was devastated and held each other and cried . I miss my son so much and I cry every single day even as I write this story. Why me I ask everyday .I had the most pefect pregnancy so how did I end up with a placenta abruption . This was our first baby all of our hopes and dreams for little cj are gone . Mommy and Daddy miss you very much baby boy ....Christopher Michael Green Jr 7 pounds 4 ounces may 2 2012
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1 Response May 17, 2012

I am so sorry for your loss! I want to say thank you for sharing your story. I carried my son to 32 weeks and all of a sudden his heart stopped beating. He too died of placenta abruption. I delivered him September 26, 2012. I'm still so miserable over it and i cant stop thinking and crying about it. i feel like i can relate to your story. Thank You again for sharing your story.