I Had a Stillborn Baby
What is an angel parent?... An angel mom is someone who carries her baby in her heart instead of her arms, she sometimes feels like a failure & feels she has let herself & her partner down, but other times she is proud to be an angel mom as only special woman carry angels, her life from now on is & will be a roller coaster ride, sometimes she will smile & laugh (this dosnt mean she's "over it", it............ means her angel has given her a reason to smile) other times she may cry (not because she has "lost it or not coping", she has heard a song, read a poem or been to a place that reminds her of her angel) both of these are perfectly normal. An angel dad is someone who acts strong when inside he is breaking, he is seeing the woman he loves in so much pain & he knows there is nothing he can do to make it better, he may feel he has failed her as when they first became a couple he promised to always keep her safe & protect her always, his heart is broken but he gets ignored when he is in a crowded room he feels alone & wants to yell at the top of his voice "im hurting too!" ... an angel parent will remember their angel on their birthday/angelversary not because we are weak but because our children have a right to be recognised just like earth children do. We will tell our angel's story once & we will do again & again.
