The Week That Changed My Life Forever

it was a friday i found out my fiance cheated on me. with a friend of mine . he confessed not by choice . he did a drug and had an outter body experience. then he began cofessing to me .thats how i found out. the drug made him feel like he was gonna have a heart attack................. i was 7 almost 8months pregnant with my second child a boy :). i ran to the gas station down and up 3 flights of stairs to buy him bayer aspirin. when i came back he told me right then and there he cheated. ............... that following monday i had an ultra sound appt to see how he was doing the technician left the room to get the docotor .... iknew something was wrong when i was looking at the screen ... the doctor came back and told me..................................... they couldnt find a heart beat ...........................they mad me deliver him naturally ............... it was the worst thing sitting in labor for two days knowing he was already dead.
imgonnaloseit imgonnaloseit
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1 Response May 19, 2012

rip my son january 24 2012

Your not alone similar thing happened to me on jan 8,2012. I thought the same way waiting for my c-section, its already bad enough we have to endure all the pains of deliveries and then on top of it not be rewarded for all that with our babies. Stay strong, and one day you will have another one and maybe that will put your mind a little at ease. Stay strong for your loved ones, but most of all yourself!