Had A Still Birth

I was 37 weeks pregnant and had done all my shopping for the new arrival. Had already given a name to the baby. This was my 2nd baby, my daughter who is 5 was also v excited and counting days for arrival of her baby sister. I had gone for a regular visit a day b4. Everything looked perfect. Both my pregnancies were uneventful. But then one morning, I found out that baby is not moving, rushed to the hospital and discovered that her heart was not beating! This was the worst day of my life! Saying good bye to the little angel was the hardest of all things.
It's been 2 n a half months now but I cry every day. I don 't feel like meeting anyone, going anywhere, doing anything...I do 't know how long will it take to heal. One thing I do know is that I don't expect any one to understand my feelings. Only ppl who've been through this can understand my situation.