My Precious Daughter

On October 17, 2012 at 39 weeks pregnant I gave birth to my daughter Dani-Lynn. She was born sleeping! The dr's said I had a placental abruption and could have died. I wish I had. I went to the hospital expecting to come home with my beautiful daughter. Nothing could have prepared me for this. Almost 3 months later it still hurts like it just happened. I am drowning in my grief. I feel there is no hope to go on
Barbiegirl1 Barbiegirl1
41-45, F
2 Responses Jan 6, 2013

I have quite recently lost my little brave Angel.... It still does not feel real. I want to blame so bad.... I know that is not right. Words cannot describe the feeling of this... you are in my heart Babriegirl. <3

To carry your baby that far and have to say good bye my darling daughter would be heart renching.To have everything ready to bring her home inconsolable.And the only thing left to remind you of her is the photo of the scans and baby clothes that she did,nt get to wear.I've been in the same boat ,only I had a incompitant crevices,I can tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and your greif in time will pass.