My Perfect Boy

on 19th jan 2001 my son was born ,he was perfect apart from no beating heart.
christopher is his name,he weighed in at a mere 1pound 14ounces.

28 weeks pregnant n nothing could go i thought. in seconds ur life gets turned upside down. why???? ive never found out.

i sit on my bed smelling his poloroid photo because it still smells of the hospital,i stroke his inky footprint they gave me,i write another letter to him.then i sit by his grave wishing i wasnt really there.
its cruel and heart breaking having to say goodbye before you have even met him,taken away before he knows how much u wanted and oved him.
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Jan 12, 2013