While They Fed Their Faces With Food

I could not join them at the table I was so unwell and positively shaking

I had no self esteme to even hold my fork or knife without shaking and making a fool of myself

so I did not sit at the table.

I have a eating disorder that involves a fear of eating infront of other people

sometimes I shake and can not put food in my mouth without shaking

instead of looking an idiot I could not bring myself to sit with them

I had a vegemite sandwich alone in my room instead.
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
May 13, 2012