ConfusedHonestly, I know all of this will sound pathetic....Even when I sit, and look at it from an outsiders perspecitve, I think it does. I was in a relationship for a little over two months. Keep in mind, I have been single for almost 9 years, waiting for the right woman. I finally met her, and she was by no other ex
We both fell in love, and I have been in love before, but nothing of this measure. I was amazed. We shared everything. Small or large, it was something we went through together, and loved each other more for sharing it. Then her ex came back into the picture. They had a child together, so I knew I would take second place in this competition. Eventually she left me, to try to make things better for her family. I didn't blame her, as I have always thought, that a child should be with their mother and father if at all possible. We had our final thoughts and ex
I told her, after being as angry as I have ever been...and I have been angry....that I still loved her, and would always be here for her. Then we said goodbye, forever. Now I am left with the memories of a family that never had the chance to exist, a love that never happened, and a life, that although, I was not prepared for, I would be forever saddened that I could not experience. I am now lost. My emotions have overflowed into something unrecongnizable...to a place i cannot describe, and I dont know where it is taking me.
Its a thought that has occasionally entered my mind, but not one I have taken seriously. I am 31, with no kids, thinking I would never have any...and yet here I am , the father of a child less than a few weeks old, that I never had the chance to know, that is now dead. How do I continue?