Pre-abortionI feel odd writing this, but I need a form of support. A couple days ago i realized my period was late and took a test. The result wasn't very clear, so I panicked and had my boyfriend get me more. They all were positive. I cant/couldn't tell my mother, so I got money out of the bank, did my research, and made a plan. I called planned parenthood from the school bathroom, and every time i said the word "abortion", my cell phone lost service. I was distraught, and just went back to class and waited for my friend to pick me up. I called again and made the appointment. The woman said I cant be seen until the second. I just want this to be over. I'm starting to get morning sickness and various other symptoms. I have support, but only from my best friebd and boyfriend. I wasn't sure where else to go but here. I'm so terrified for the abortion itself. It's only the pill, not surgery, but that isnt lessening my fears. If I had a baby now, i would be a disappointment to me. and my fsmily. This is absolutely the right decision, I'm just overwhelmed. Thank you for listening.
jay311 18-21 19 Responses 0 Jan 22, 2012