After My Abortion Expierience.i was 17 when i had my surgical-Abortion.
in reality, i probably saved a large portion of my sanity.
but in my life, i made the worst decision by not making my own.
my boyfriend decided for me and our fetus what was best. everyday since the abortion, I've been climbing deeper into depression and i know i only wanted the baby because i couldn't imagine my life without a precious after eleven weeks with him/her inside of me.
i had an abortion, and while many smart, successful women/girls do not regret their decision, i deeply regret mine as i am using drugs and other substances to distract me from my internal pain. i envy those who choose to fufill their beautiful pregnancy and also those who are strong enough to move on and have a planned pregnancy when they are ready.