after my abortion. It was more than a year ago and I've been desperately sad and regretful ever since. I don't understand what happened. It's like a blur. When I was pregnant I felt so awful I couldn't bond with my baby and couldn't sleep at all for weeks. I was panicked and felt so much dread. That is what made me search out a place to ave an abortion. My husband didn't know what to say to me and couldn't calm me down. Now I'm so sad and confused and feel like my life is over.