Chloejane 20

I had an abortion in october and I was forced into it by my then boyfriend. After wards I was disguested with what we had done and was devastated. I moved out of my apartment split with him and have never spoke about it because everything just reminded me so much of that pain and upset. But recently iv been having nightmares about it and sleep less than 3 hours a night because I think about it. When I first had the abortion I couldn't even look at pregnant women without feeling hatred towards them and recently iv been obssesed with getting pregnant even though I'm single and it would definately not be the right time for me. Are these all normal things to happen after an abortion? Or am I the only one who feels this way any help would be great thankyou
CJmac201233 CJmac201233
1 Response Dec 11, 2012

The same thing happened to me. I even said I was gonna marry the father and "bring our baby back". But I never did it. I recommend you write everything you feel on a paper, everything that comes to your mind, the pain, sadness, etc. When you're done, burn it. Throw the ashes away (I threw them on top of a hill) and release yourself of all the negative thoughts. You will feel much better after that.