I Had An Abortion
I used to be pro-choice not thinking it was anyone elses' right to choose for a woman ( I'm a male btw). Having payed $2K for a prenatal maternity test, She was 17 weeks along when I found out I wasn't the father. I decided that I would love her/the baby no matter what. She ( not me, not my body, unfortunately not my kid) decided to go through with the procedure. I'd paid for Dr. bills to this point, wanting to be a Dad. We saw the ultrasound and the baby move.
Ultimately ONLY her decision ( not the father, I still offered to raise it). I had ZERO say in future life. I drove her in to DC (18 weeks along, you can't just go to any clinic), swiped my credit card and...
8 hours later we were both the unhappiest couple. I have lived the last 9 months regretting being the financeer of (another man's) childs' murder.
9 months ago, it still feels like yesterday. I hate myself, her, will never forgive myself and contemplate suicide weekly.
DON'T do it.
Just save yourself the research, sorrow and hate and DON'T do it.
Ultimately ONLY her decision ( not the father, I still offered to raise it). I had ZERO say in future life. I drove her in to DC (18 weeks along, you can't just go to any clinic), swiped my credit card and...
8 hours later we were both the unhappiest couple. I have lived the last 9 months regretting being the financeer of (another man's) childs' murder.
9 months ago, it still feels like yesterday. I hate myself, her, will never forgive myself and contemplate suicide weekly.
DON'T do it.
Just save yourself the research, sorrow and hate and DON'T do it.
By:
AnthonyB8711
Age:
22-25
