I have four beautiful children, and I was not expecting a fifth but of course it happened the procedure was done but I was told I was 8 weeks, now I can't get the image out of my head of a little baby. My husband doesn't understand and I can't tell anyone. I feel dso guilty and ashamed. I had my first when I was sixteen and I vowed I would never have a abortion but here I am 34 and all I want to do is just curl up and die. I need women to talk too maybe it will help I am not sure but I feel I did the wrong thing, the baby was 8 weeks old!