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I Had An Abortion

It Has Been Almost A Year..

By: jdwjwdsadgirl
Written on February 16th, 2013
It has been almost a year since my abortion, and I'm not really sure how I feel right now.. I have a lot going on, my grandmother is moving to Texas in late March early April, shortly after, I will be moving to San Diego with my boyfriend of almost a year now. He is amazing and has been there for me since day one of my abortion... He understands to an extent my sadness but not completely.. I feel a self destructive right now, and I haven't had those kinds of thoughts or feelings for a long time. I guess it could be due to the guilt I keep inside me...
By: jdwjwdsadgirl
Age: 18-21
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  • xxxDiesel
    xxxDiesel

    Possibly the thought of more change and uncertainty is bringing back those old feelings, which is bringing back to the surface the guilt of the abortion. I recently had an abortion and know the pain you feel.. I also feel very self destructive and am currently scheduled for counseling. You aren't alone... No matter where you move or what happens, your baby will always be there with you. Your baby doesn't hold a grudge or hate you for what you did because now he/she is in heaven and only knows happiness.

    Feb 18
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