So today i found out I was pregnant. I was supposed to get my period on the 12th and it never came my boyfriend of 3 yrs and i always have had unprotected sex and used the "pull out" method. We thought I would be pregnant because of one time he did not pull out and i took a plan b pill but we did it on Sunday and i took the pill on tuesday morning. I've tooken the pill before and the latest i have been late is 2 days not a whole week i took a pregnancy test when i got home from work and well i freaked out. I have a mixture of emotions right now. because one part of me is or was happy and the other isn't. luckily i was with my boyfriend when i took the test and he helped me calm down. We both decided it is not time for a baby eventhough we have wanted one and even have baby names picked out for the future.I feel terrible I made the appointment for saturday morning. Part of me wants to keep it but most of me doesn't. first of all my family is old school and i would be the first one this happens too on both sides of the family. they will not only disown me but talk bad about me and compare me to all the "good cousins that it didn't happen too" I also work in the same union as my dad and he will not only stop talking to me but would be embarrassed infront of all his coworkers being that i still live at home. I wouldnt know how to tell them because my boss isn't only close friends with him but he treats me like his daughter and i wouldn't know what to say i can't staand when people talk about me. if my family was open and supportive things would be different. i feel bad because i feel like my boyfriend wants to keep it but he acts like he doesnt and says we are not financially stable for it. we both love each other very much and have plans on moving in together as soon as a i finish school. Idk what to do should i keep it and risk losing my family and even job due to talking and embarrasement or should i take the abortion pill and forget about it. also if i take the pill how long before i can try to have kids. i'm 21 and my bf is 23 our plan was to have kids when i graduate and im 25. I also feel scared because I can barely take care of myself let alone someone else. I hate babysitting and don't have patients for lil babies who cry i love babies ugh im so confused please help!!