Hello you can call me Cbj I am a man who has went experienced the pain and all other emotions that resulted from a abortion.. Just typing that word made me cringe that word has been taken out of my vocabulary and I haven't Said that word out loud in the last three years since my child was slaughtered at the hands of a soulless immoral heartless dare I say Woman.. I'm not the mushy type at all but a few years ago I fell hard for a "woman" I met I loved her dearly and still do it was great we even spoke about getting married and raising a child then a child was made.. There are some other factors that made having a child with her at that time very difficult but I won't bring that up because I don't want the story to get thrown off of track but I worshiped the "woman" and was so very proud of her for carrying my child.. Then a couple of months into it she says the unthinkable "I do t think I want to have this baby" wtf those words came out of nowhere I never looked at her the same again how could the one I loved so much do that to a child we created how could she put herself threw that kind of torture and not to mention me. I hated her and loved her at the same time.. So time goes past I did everything I could to save that child I really did although I already treated her great I made sure that this would be the best experience of her life even at times I noticed she tried to start arguments out of nowhere on a couple occasions I saw what she was trying to do.. She searched for any reason to justify murdering this child..I gave her no reason at all for the next couple of months was the longest few months of my life I got nervous everytime he said she had a doc appt fearing that would be the one that murders my child.. Then it got to the point where everytime she called It would be the day I feared and dreaded the day she would say it's gone.. It was so hard living a lie I didn't yell or raise my voice at her for any reason as not to give her so skins of mental justification for murdering my child and I had to look her in the eyes almost everyday smiling knowing how much hate and resentment I had for her even making love to her disgusted me at that point but I had to keep up appearances i did still loved her so the day came when she said she made her appt which I begged her not to make and I could do nothing to save my child nothing at all then the day came and went I tried to stay with her only because I had loved her so hard but then found out she never got rid of it what kind of heartless person would tell someone they got rid of a child and put them threw that but I kept it together I said to myself my child is still alive that's what I wanted nothing else matters to me. I figured she wanted to raise it herself or she just wanted some time alone because she knew if she went threw with it we where done... Then a couple of weeks later that soulless beast calls my aunt and tells her she's not pregnant anymore.. That coward that every law is built to protect didnt have the courage or consideration to tell me herself and these are the people we label mothers no it's not right a mother is a female that raise cares for and protect her children no butchers a defenseless child that didn't ask to be conceived I did everything short of kidnapping her and keeping her in a log cabin so where long enough for her to have that child trust and believe I considered doing that..after that heartless called I cut all ties to the so called "woman" now she's back to partying and sleeping around and enjoying her soulless existence that she wanted thanks to the legal murdering of my child.. And some of you say this is right shame on you.. A dead baby is a dead baby is a dead baby.. This sorry so called civilization where pets have more rights than babies. I see all these shows that show people arrested for not feeding and caring for their animals where the line of arrested females who kill their own children.. i give casey anthony more credit for allegdly killing her child than any woman who killed her unborn child atleast her child had the chance to experience life after the womb. fetuses embryo blah blah blah it's a baby don't try to change the name to feel better call it what's it's is killing a baby..so it's been a little over 3 yrs I still mourn even when I think I'm past it I'm quickly reminded that I am not.. Nothing has ever effected me this much depression alcoholism which is still a problem I can't escape at this time hurt sadness helplessness and a few other emotions I have to deal with on a daily basis .. How is this legal...so yes fathers do care probally more than the woman because the woman is still the murderer.. I've been on so many abortion site la reading testimonials from all these so called mothers and their pathetic stories about how they feel about they're choice to murder their child and how painful the procedure was and how people look at them difrent and how with the help of he lord they're doing better b fn s you killed your baby for your own selfishness don't blame society or money or the father you got what you deserved if anything you got off easy because your still alive come to find out she had about 5 abortions before I met her which I didn't find out till after the fact... Sorry for rambling be better people.