Hello my name is maddie,
I just turned 21 and I'm planning on having a abortion. Let me start off by saying if you think your going to change my mind think again. I have looked at all the option I have talk to people and this is my choice and my choice only. I know some will judge, but I rather y'all hate me then I hate myself or the baby. I won't lie I'm very scared, and also sad, but this is something I'm going to do. so I'm going to write on this everyday to tell my story form start to finish for anyone who can relate or need to relate.
I will say that I have 110% support to keep the baby, my family, and friend and even the baby dad all said they will support me. Not only emotionally but financially. What more can I mommy to be want. I know what you may be thinking "why are you getting the abortion is you have so much support?" Well it's really hard to explain. Just like everyone else on this page this isn't something that you just do or choose. This situation as people, and women are put in is very hard. But my life just start. I'm a nursing student and I may enough money to get by. Plus I'm a very prideful women and having to take hand out even if Family is very hard for me. So I choose this route.

Funny things is I had so much support of keeping the baby I thought is would have the same on not. Was I wrong. My parents immediately turned their face. Saying they would not pay for the abortion. I ask the babies and and even he said no. Right now I'm struggling on how I'm going to pay for this.
I choose to take the medical approach instead of the surgical one. Because I have read, learned, asked and watch video and found it to be the safes and less Side effect. But there only a small window to be about to do that and since I'm already 4 week is coming up pretty close..
maddieanmaddie maddieanmaddie
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 15, 2014

I understand how you feel and guess what its your life so it should be your decision , what do others no what us happening inside a person how they are feeling at certain time about things situations . It is very hard but yes its your decision no body else can understand it i can relate to you !!:(

Thank you for understanding, that really the main reason on here. Not just so people can understand what I'm going through but also so I can speak mind and heart with out fear on what I'm doing. This May or may not help other but this is really hopping me...

Helping me

I am glad you feel this way

Thank you again

I've never been in your situation and would never judge. However coming from a women who has never had a child and never been pregnant maybe you could consider giving the child up for adoption or finding a family who wants a child and not able to have one if your still not ready to be a mom. I've been tryin and had many fertility procedures and still unable to get pregnant. There are many women like like this in the world. It's Just a thought:) Good Luck on whatever you decide to do! Hugs and Kisses!

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