I Want Revenge On Him!!! Please Help!
Please read my story that I posted the other day! Well, I found out through a mutual friend that my ex-married man went to his house and expressed that he was totally miserable with his life. That my ex didn't give him much details about why but that he needed a friend. Our mutual friend told me that maybe I should give him a call and so I did. After a 1 and 1/2 I finally spoke to him and I don't know if I feel better or worse. It was a nice conversation but he was EXTREMELY distant but appologized. I told him that I was sorry too for causing problems in his marriage, that I wanted him to leave his wife for me at that time. He said "well that wasn't gunna happen". That hurt so much after he said that but continued to have a civil conversation with him. I asked him why he seemed so distant/nervous and he told me that he was scared of getting caught again talking to me. That his wife still accuses him of having an affair with me but he keeps denying it and will keep doing so. Again, that hurt me. It ended pleasant, a goodbye closure type thing. I don't know what to think, it's almost like he never had feelings me. I feel used, stupid and dumb for calling him. I'm a complete idiot. I just can't believe after everything expressed to me during our affair that he could be so cold. It hurts so bad and I want revenge. I was thinking about writing an anonymous letter a few months from now telling his wife that he is just using her for her paycheck and that he has had an affair. God help me!!! I'm so hurt!!! Any advice and/or stories like mine. I just can't believe he never had any feelings for me. I'm really heart broken now! :(