I have recently lost a large amount of weight and also had a recent diagnosis of Bi polar. There I was so called happily married with two children until one night I met a guy who called me sexy. Hang on a minute me sexy? hadn't heard that for nearly seventeen years. I was estatic and before I knew it I was in his embrace and kissing. We parted ways and really since then I have been an absolute maniac with finding new sexual partners who also call me sexy. The problem you ask? I'm still married. In the past two months I have been having an affair not with one but many men I have met on online dating sites. I have two regular men that I see and have sex with and I suppose you could say have developed friendships with them both. One is married himself and the other single. I am guilty and I know it is morally wrong and down right dangerous but I have the uncontrollable urge to getting the thrill I get when being with each of them. I am actually contemplating asking both of them to be with me at the same time. Weird and I would have said utterly disgusting six months ago but now I'm excited at the thought of what could be.